March 5, 2012
Wow. I don't really know what to say about this week so this email will probably be shorter than you would like. Sorry. :(
This week has been a really weird week. With Sister Zamora going home and me getting the responsibility of becoming a trainer, things were kind of weird. I don't really know how to explain it, but it's all good. It just seems like all these responsibilities are coming all at the same time and all the people I use to ask questions to are leaving. My first two companions and now Elder Jacobs is going up to Sinton for his last transfer. It is so crazy but I think it will be good because it will force me to rely more on the Spirit, rather than my companions or District Leader. Weird, I know.
Today we are going to the mall because Sister Zamora wants to find an outfit to see her family on WEDNESDAY! I can't believe she will be seeing her family on Wednesday! I think it is going to be good for me to have a companion fresh out of the MTC because I have had to go through the process of going home with my last two and after awhile, it gets kind of hard. But I have gotten some of the best knowledge ever from them! I can't wait to see who my new companion is. I looked at President's board and there are two native English speakers and two Spanish coming in. I am predicting that I am getting Hermana Ramos, but we'll see if I am right or not.
Dana and Josh look so great! I am so happy to see the smiles on their faces! I hope they both get jobs soon and that they can stop being bored! Hobbies are good too. I wish I had more suggestions of hobbies or jobs but I don't even know what a hobby is anymore. Or real life for that matter. It is funny because we refer to life outside the mission as real life but I was thinking about it the other day and it hit me that no, this is real life.Whatever you guys are all doing outside of South Texas doesn't even register in my mind. I don't really ever get homesick or trunky because it really doesn't even get in my head that I have a life outside of my mission. It is hard to explain but yes, my heart and mind are here in Texas.
I am so grateful that I am staying in Mission East for awhile, but sad news, Sister Holmes is getting transferred to Kingsville. Elder Jacobs is actually going to be her new district leader. I told her, you will love Elder Jacobs. Anywho, I won't get to see her for awhile but we are predicting that we will be together as comps in Port Isabel in September. We are making lots of predictions. Sister Bricker and Sister Zamora both think I'm going to Laredo next so we will see. :)
I love the mission so much! I can't imagine my life without it. I was living a good life before, but now that I am here and have seen all the lessons I am learning, I have no idea where my life would have ended up without it. I truly needed to come on this mission for a reason. If I only ever baptize the A____ family and no one else my entire mission, I will be happy because I was an instrument in the Lord's hands for that family. That is all I want for the next year of my life. (Fun fact of the day, after this transfer, I only have a year left. :) and p.s. I will be coming home at the end of April, not the middle, sorry.) I just want to be a conduit for the Lord. This means consecrating myself hardcore to be exactly the missionary He needs me to be. I am so excited to teach my new missionary the same thing!
Love you all and I promise my next email will be way better because I will have TONS of information for you. (Hopefully) and probably pictures! I will take some with my daughter. (Mission language is so weird. I kill my first two and give birth to my third. So weird. Sister Zamora keeps calling me a teen mom because I am so young.)
Kate
P.S. Training was REALLY good! I learned a ton and President is just so inspiring! And I made a ton of new friends because I didn't know anyone there!